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Mk so um...last tuesday I got hit in the head with a shot put. Ive been out of school and today was my first day back. My head hurts, I'm somewhat cranky, and i don't remember some things. However my friends are awesome maid my day that much better. Tomorrow I have a doctors appointment, and day one of the English regents. Wow things are crazy.
Beka
P.S. I love Amanda Donovan more than anyone else in the whole world!!
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I havent used this in forever but Im going to start again.
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[05 Jun 2005|09:14pm] |
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I love how I can never do anything right. I invited to friends to go to the movies with me and one complains that night that the other is being queer and today the other asked me why I invited my other friend. I'm wicked glad Drama runs and ruins a teenagers life. I'm sick of it.
It's been a long weekend...
Friday- went to the movies, went to the 3.5 hour band concert
Saturday- went to Olive Garden, over to Kristins with Kiran and Maggie (I met this little girly, her hair was kinda curly, I went do to the country jain to visit my mother , brotha, and my sista and then I left... LOL... great times girls <3)
Sunday- Church then back to Kristins to swim then to Kiran's Party...
I'm wicked tired...
Beka
P.S. Drama needs to die
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[25 May 2005|07:45pm] |
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You left me cold, an empty shell With my heart you fled Silently, I sat in silence Remembering the words you said Lose your number, forget your face Move on, forget about you. The love I gave was all in vain I must find somebody knew. The pain you caused, it cut me deep. Deeper than the sharpest knife. But as time goes on the wounds heal It's time to move on with my life. I've been hurt for way too long I deserve some of life's joy. Somebody who loves me true and will realize I am no toy. So if in time, you start regretting The road on which you've gone Don't cry to me, I'll only laugh. You see... I'm moving on.
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[24 May 2005|05:55pm] |
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Today has been a long, long day. In study hall I did my homework that I didnt do at home. In math we went over a regents. In English I read on the floor with Danielle and Christine cause I love them. In study hall Kristin and I bet Amanda Brownelle some stuff and I had a serious dicussion with Nick Cummins and Scott! French was a blur and Global was stupid. I got in trouble in orchestra which was wicked funny. Chemistry was awesome... not. My mom didnt get me until 3 from school. Oh yeah and I saw this awesome picture of me at Prom. Man I just loved everything about it... NOT! Oh yeah and in to pictures I have, Amanda and Michelle look so much alike it scared me . Yeah that been my day so far.
New Slogan: Moving forward and never looking back!
Beka Lynn
P.S. I enjoyed Prom because I got to dance with "my date" according to Scott is Amanda!!
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I haven't updated this in a while.
Friday Night:
Went to the cove and hung out with awesome people. I'm getting better at POOL!
Saturday:
Prom.... lets not go there...
After Prom... awesome time with the SADD Girls... let not talk about that either...
Kristin came over at 5 AM and we hung out and watch National treasure... well kinda...
Monday:
NHS picnic which was awesome...
I got to drive...
Yeah its been a crazzy week... but I'm moving on and not looking back!
Beka Lynn
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02248:HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY BEKA :-):-)
TioN: Happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fy9:HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEKA LYNN... I lover you Ister!
707: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEKA!!!
101: Happy Birthday
What can i say... I'm loved
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It's Mothers Day incase you forgot...
Anyways...
Today I talked to my sister online and it was awesome... She called me gay :-P (she found out my secret)..., Kristin and I tought childrens church... that was funn... Oh yeah and my mommma and I went to PJ's for Ice Cream... it was yummy...
Beka
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Well this wasnt working for a while, but Jenn fixed it for me. That makes me happy so I will be using it again.
Beka
Jennifer= loverrr :-p
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MY DADDY BOUGHT ME AN ISHUFFLE AND IM SO EXCITED. I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT.
Oh yeah and that Ashley Marie is my new best friend and i love her <33333
Beka Lynn
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[11 Mar 2005|04:07pm] |
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I finally got my new computer and it is amazing. I have an ICam, Ipod, Ichat, and everything else. Yeah its an Apple and i love it so much. Yeah thats about all oh yeah and Kristin and I had the greatest time last night and everytone should look at the pictures. Their at www.webshots.com/users/dancer02248. They are awesome and tell how much fun we had. I LOVE KRISTIN RINOLDO SO MUCH.
Beka Lynn
P.S. anyone want to do anything this weekend let me know. My life is boring and I need to have so friends and get alife so let me know.
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[06 Mar 2005|05:25pm] |
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Now that I'm allowed on the computer again I will try to update this more...
Beka Lynn
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It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think ya gonna change ya
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for you except but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-eleven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
you know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
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[20 Feb 2005|04:03pm] |
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Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
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im sick... its pnemonia in case anyone cares...
Beka
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
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[15 Feb 2005|06:04pm] |
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This entry is just to tell evryone that i love Talyor Phillips.... T. We deffinatly need to hang out more. Nest Feb. Break... ROAD TRIP... to V.A. Beach with Krissy and Nikki. And HUGH McFlurries...
yeah thats it and...
I LOVE T
Beka
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So Monday Kyle Backer and I got into a fight and yesterday his away said he needed to talk to me. Yeah and today it says that he hates it when people start fights with him. To set the record straight, i asked him ONE question and he flipped on me. Gosh I didnt do anything and I think he needs to grow up. I swear men get there period. Honestly do you know one man who once a moth doesnt flip out on you.
On a Happier note, Kristin Rinoldo wrote another poem today and it has been decided that it is the best work she had ever done. She is amazing and i love her deeepllyy. Today is a great day because its Wensday and that means I get to see Nate and church and all. So seeing as how it is Wensday i thought that Kristins peom would go perfect in the bottom.
Beka Lynn
Roses are Red
Violets are Blue
Beka is SWEET
And she loves you!
She thinks you are sexy,
She knows that you’re hottt,
And she wants to go out,
With you a whole lot!
Your beautiful face,
Your sparkling eyes,
she likes you much more,
Then she likes other guys!
Do you like her or not?
Will you check yes or no?
Mark yes if you like her,
And if not check no!!!
YesYYY No
by: Kristin Rinoldo
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[08 Feb 2005|06:38pm] |
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okay this post is deffinatly just to state that Kristin Marie Rinoldo is the most awesome person in the world and that her poerty is amazingg. She is the most amazing person I have ever met and everyone should want to be like her. I love her so much even though she calls Rob Robert. She is wicked cool and has the best personality and is a all around great person to hang with.
So Krisin if your reading this... I LOVE YOU...
Beka Lynn
roses are red
violets are blue
Nate is wicked hot
and sexy and nice too
by: Krisitn Rinoldo
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Hey guys...
Im at Carolyn Austins and I must say that I LOVE CHRISTINE SO MUCH....
Yeah and NAte Eather is deffiniatly wicked hot and i love him and he hates me so yeah... thats good...
post more later...
Beka Lynn
"People say that Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to.
If you really love me tell me what I want to hear, but those other words are what I fear.
If you really love me, would you stand by my side?
Would you care for me? Be there for me? Be there when I cry?
Don't tell me you love me when you have someone else on your mind.
Don't tell me you want me when you have someone else by your side.
I really don't wanna hear it, because you'll break my heart.
Don't try to fix what is broken. Don't even start.
If you didn't notice...I'm In love with you."
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[01 Feb 2005|03:21pm] |
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This post is just to say that I love CHRISTINE NAOMI KHAMIS so frikken much and want everyone to know that. And Carolyn I kinda want the Usher CD that you were going to burn for me. If its a problem I can burn it at my house but dont steal it from Christine cause thats just wrong. Oh yeah and that my computer still isnt fixed so posts will be on random days until it is.
Beka Lynn
<Nate Eather3
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so today was my last day of school for this week. I had my math final today. I thought it was easy which means i probabaly failed it cause thats what I do. I think I do good on something and then I fail. Figures I guess.
Okay everyone is asking me who this Nate kid is. No its not Nate Depirro. His name is Nate Eather and he goes to my church. He is my pastors son and he hates me. I haven't talked to him in a wicked long time. Well I've said hi, but not a real conversation. He doesn't have AIM. So why this sudden obsession with Nate. Well I've liked him for a long time and just never told anyone except for Rob Lefevre. So i tell Rob my deep dark secret, and what does he do. He goes and tells Nate. Yeah so now not only are we not talking, he hates me cause I like him. Yeah so snaps to Rob for that one. And incase things weren't bad enought between us, my brother went up to Nate and told him if Nate hurt me, my brother would hurt Nate. Yeah I could kill my brother for that one. Oh yeah and to top it all of, Nates little brother (2 years younger) has the worlds biggest crush on me and he was standing right there when all of this was going on. Sorry if this sounds like I'm complaining, or that i want your pity. I don't I'm just sick of telling the story over and over again to people. So thats why I've been kinda upset lately and thats why I might seem stand-offish to some of my really good friends. Just because I didn't want to tell anyone. Yeah my life sucks. I hope that clears it all up for you.
I love you all
Beka
How does it feel to know you're everything I need,
the b u t t e r f l i e s in my stomach,
they could bring me to my knees.
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